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I'm a little out of my comfort zone.  Although I have verbal diahrrea all over the net in various forums and on Facebook, I feel anxious typing in my own box here, alone.  Anxious that someone will read what I think and maybe find out who I really am.  Perhaps I'm anxious that *I* will find out who I really am.  Nevertheless I always seem to have a lot to say, except now when I have a lot of room to say it and no one is listening.  I have the same problem when I have plenty of money to shop with (which isn't a common occurence).  I never seem to see anything I like when my purse is full.  This is just me being contrary.  I'm sure I will find more to say....much more than anyone will ever want to read.  Anyway, my heart is beating a little faster now.  At least I know I'm alive.